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Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Friday, November 6, 2009
Harry Potter Text !
I just learnt how to create this Harry Potter text in Adobe Photoshop. Well, i think it's good. Click it and you can view it clearly :)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Was I Too Close For Comfort ?
This title is perfect for this time being.
I woke up today, skipping my school again, thought of Too Close For Comfort. Plug on this computer.
Here i come blogging.
Too Close For Comfort. I couldn't describe the meaning. It's too hard to say. Too Close For Comfort had realize me about how complicated is life. This must has a lil bit of relate to me. Yeap.
I have to say, love is so complicated and so many secrets are kept from the ones you love. So true. He doesn't know about this :| It's just me who slipped this feeling through the ocean, where no one can't find it. Hate to be the person that lacks courage but
I dont know! I feel so bad.
Never felt this way ..
I woke up today, skipping my school again, thought of Too Close For Comfort. Plug on this computer.
Here i come blogging.
Too Close For Comfort. I couldn't describe the meaning. It's too hard to say. Too Close For Comfort had realize me about how complicated is life. This must has a lil bit of relate to me. Yeap.
I have to say, love is so complicated and so many secrets are kept from the ones you love. So true. He doesn't know about this :| It's just me who slipped this feeling through the ocean, where no one can't find it. Hate to be the person that lacks courage but
I dont know! I feel so bad.
Never felt this way ..
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
When And Why I Cant Find The Fifth Thing
Im having a really bad mood since yesterday. Went to the shop today with Sheba, she bought 7 or 8 things her mother told her to buy so. Still, can't let this bad feeling flow away, tried to be cool.
Tried to comfort myself, ate ice-creams. Milo and Smarties cups. So yummie for my broken annoying heart. Well i did that, usually. JUST when i have this bad feeling. JUST in certain case.
Now, it is 12.33 am (based on this comp). Second thing i would do is scream or if i couldn't do that (well, screaming's totally gonna be loud, isn't?) so i choose to cry. But i always suggest for screaming cause all i can say, it is SATISFIED.
Third thing, Don't You Ever cry in front of your friends. Just tell them slowly your things in peace. Cause if you cry in front of them, believe me, you could hurt yourself more harder. And harder. And Harder.
Fourth thing is, Think. Pray for it. We already got our own fate but you know it could changes when you pray for it, so hard. Work harder, pray harder. But readers, listen to your heart.
Actually, me, myself, i can't handle this problem, hearty stuff. It's complicated. I cant find the FIFTH thing. That's why.
Tried to comfort myself, ate ice-creams. Milo and Smarties cups. So yummie for my broken annoying heart. Well i did that, usually. JUST when i have this bad feeling. JUST in certain case.
Now, it is 12.33 am (based on this comp). Second thing i would do is scream or if i couldn't do that (well, screaming's totally gonna be loud, isn't?) so i choose to cry. But i always suggest for screaming cause all i can say, it is SATISFIED.
Third thing, Don't You Ever cry in front of your friends. Just tell them slowly your things in peace. Cause if you cry in front of them, believe me, you could hurt yourself more harder. And harder. And Harder.
Fourth thing is, Think. Pray for it. We already got our own fate but you know it could changes when you pray for it, so hard. Work harder, pray harder. But readers, listen to your heart.
Actually, me, myself, i can't handle this problem, hearty stuff. It's complicated. I cant find the FIFTH thing. That's why.
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Just Like You Care
Omg.
"He knows that he never ever gonna likes me but why does he still treating me like i am her queen?"
Darn, whatever.
Omg.
"Why does he asked me .. that stupid question?"
Darn, anything.
Just Like You Care Im Crying
"He knows that he never ever gonna likes me but why does he still treating me like i am her queen?"
Darn, whatever.
Omg.
"Why does he asked me .. that stupid question?"
Darn, anything.
Just Like You Care Im Crying
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
When It Went Bored
I skip my school for today. My mood is being so worst, how could i stop it? Trash.
I just took a quiz on Facebook. and One of them is Your-Birthday-Profile
the results are really true entirely ;
You've been living for 15 years, 5 months, and 1 days.
You were born on a Saturday.
Your date of conception was probably 11th September 1993.
You've seen 4 leap years.
Your Zodiac Sign is Gemini.
Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Dog.
Your Ruling Planet is Mercury.
Your Birthstone is Pearl.
Your Birth Flower is Rose.
Your Birth Tree is Hornbeam Tree.
Your Birth Number is 33.
Time till your next Birthday 210 days 16 hours 27 mins.
Your Lucky Color is Yellow or White.
Your Lucky Day is Wednesday.
Your Lucky Number is Five.
Second quiz : What-Does-Your-Birth-Day-Say-About-You
Personality Traits
- Good looking and sexy.
- Faithful lover.
- Dominating personality.
- Ambitious towards life.
- Never give up spirit.
- Smart and well dressed.
- Forgiving nature.
- You like to enjoy life to the fullest.
- Outgoing.
- Industrious.
Actually, there is a lot more quiz i just took. Well, everything was like Make-Sense-To-Me.
So, bye.
I just took a quiz on Facebook. and One of them is Your-Birthday-Profile
the results are really true entirely ;
You've been living for 15 years, 5 months, and 1 days.
You were born on a Saturday.
Your date of conception was probably 11th September 1993.
You've seen 4 leap years.
Your Zodiac Sign is Gemini.
Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Dog.
Your Ruling Planet is Mercury.
Your Birthstone is Pearl.
Your Birth Flower is Rose.
Your Birth Tree is Hornbeam Tree.
Your Birth Number is 33.
Time till your next Birthday 210 days 16 hours 27 mins.
Your Lucky Color is Yellow or White.
Your Lucky Day is Wednesday.
Your Lucky Number is Five.
Second quiz : What-Does-Your-Birth-Day-Say-About-You
Personality Traits
- Good looking and sexy.
- Faithful lover.
- Dominating personality.
- Ambitious towards life.
- Never give up spirit.
- Smart and well dressed.
- Forgiving nature.
- You like to enjoy life to the fullest.
- Outgoing.
- Industrious.
Actually, there is a lot more quiz i just took. Well, everything was like Make-Sense-To-Me.
So, bye.
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
A Lil Bit Of Emotional
Hello.
I admit that lately i've been so emotional - out-of-control. But i try to keep it, avoiding anyone from noticing this feeling. I know one day , everyone will get a shot about this. So i just wanna be silent. FOREVER ; i guess i couldn't do it. Oh, i don't know.
In my past post, i didn't mention about what has happened today. Nothing was happen actually but Fadt did tell me something about The-Guy-She-Wants-To-Be-Friend-With. I asked her who is that guy and the answer was _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . It was so unsuspected. I received that bombshell like, Are-You-Serious-Girl (?) in my head.
I started to think about my other friend who have a lil bit of relate with The-Guy-She-Wants-To-Be-Friend-With. Life is mad sometime. What happen is, we have to carry on with the madness 'IF' we still want to live on this earth. Well, maybe we can't be selfish but some of the time, we "HAVE TO" as it is for our own sake.
What really i want to say here is, We could love anyone as we like and we can, too hate anyone as we would. For me, Loving someone is something kind of important thing. Even if like "I love you, you love me?" i dont mind. It's okay if i dont know "Does he likes me?". Fine because i said earlier, what i feel is more important than what he feels.
Each 'feel' that we couldn't describe, is kind of That-Is-What-Your-Actual-Feel. If your heart says yes, then it is Yes. If it is no, then you should understand so.
Im crapping? yeah.
No longer Lovesick.
It makes me got into a very high critical level.
I have to control it.
Or i could die ;
I would try to bury this feeling deep down in my heart,
But just so you know,
It's getting worst,
It would kill me one day.
So long, i should say Goodbye.
I admit that lately i've been so emotional - out-of-control. But i try to keep it, avoiding anyone from noticing this feeling. I know one day , everyone will get a shot about this. So i just wanna be silent. FOREVER ; i guess i couldn't do it. Oh, i don't know.
In my past post, i didn't mention about what has happened today. Nothing was happen actually but Fadt did tell me something about The-Guy-She-Wants-To-Be-Friend-With. I asked her who is that guy and the answer was _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . It was so unsuspected. I received that bombshell like, Are-You-Serious-Girl (?) in my head.
I started to think about my other friend who have a lil bit of relate with The-Guy-She-Wants-To-Be-Friend-With. Life is mad sometime. What happen is, we have to carry on with the madness 'IF' we still want to live on this earth. Well, maybe we can't be selfish but some of the time, we "HAVE TO" as it is for our own sake.
What really i want to say here is, We could love anyone as we like and we can, too hate anyone as we would. For me, Loving someone is something kind of important thing. Even if like "I love you, you love me?" i dont mind. It's okay if i dont know "Does he likes me?". Fine because i said earlier, what i feel is more important than what he feels.
Each 'feel' that we couldn't describe, is kind of That-Is-What-Your-Actual-Feel. If your heart says yes, then it is Yes. If it is no, then you should understand so.
Im crapping? yeah.
No longer Lovesick.
It makes me got into a very high critical level.
I have to control it.
Or i could die ;
I would try to bury this feeling deep down in my heart,
But just so you know,
It's getting worst,
It would kill me one day.
So long, i should say Goodbye.
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
You Belong With Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset. She's going off about something that you said . She doesn't get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you. Been here all along so why can't you see', You Belong With Me, You belong with me
Walking the streets with you in your worn out jeans, I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be. Laughing on the park bench thinking to myself , Hey isn't this easy'
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town, I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down You say you find I know you better than that. Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that'.
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you. Been here all along so why can't you see', You belong with me
Standing by, waiting at your back door, All this time how could you not know that', You belong with me, You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night, I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry, I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams, I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you' . Been here all along so why can't you see' , You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door. All this time how could you not know that You belong with me You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe You belong with me, You belong with me
Purple words = True .
Green words = Im asking you .
Red Italic words = Really true .
Red Bold Italic words = Hope you understand .
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you. Been here all along so why can't you see', You Belong With Me, You belong with me
Walking the streets with you in your worn out jeans, I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be. Laughing on the park bench thinking to myself , Hey isn't this easy'
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town, I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down You say you find I know you better than that. Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that'.
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers. She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers. Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you. Been here all along so why can't you see', You belong with me
Standing by, waiting at your back door, All this time how could you not know that', You belong with me, You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night, I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry, I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams, I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you' . Been here all along so why can't you see' , You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door. All this time how could you not know that You belong with me You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe You belong with me, You belong with me
Purple words = True .
Green words = Im asking you .
Red Italic words = Really true .
Red Bold Italic words = Hope you understand .
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Lovesick Making Me ******* Sick
Hye :|
Yeah, im not happy as yesterday. Really, i lost my crazy-wild-cool-mood. It has been so long i didn't feel like i wanted to crush on anyone. But today, i mean since a few weeks ago.. i got a feeling-on-someone.
Well i was in lovesick actually in a whole week ago and i didn't realize it. But, today i told Fadt "I think i like him, not that i like him like i like him, I like him like i love him, i really do" And Fadt just smiled and said "I allready know". I asked her how can she knew it even me, myself didn't know about how my feeling was in all this time? She said again "I know" with a smile again.
Accepted.
Now, im sad like this = :(
I know he never ever gonna likes me. He's soo cool and his girlfie, urp ; i can say she's hot. My heart's broke. (this's weird) Urh, i can't keep my cool-ness anymore when both of them ... (hate to say it !)
Not cool.
I love being cool but sometimes i have to loose it and started being clumsy, out-of-control.
Im sick. Goodbye :|
Yeah, im not happy as yesterday. Really, i lost my crazy-wild-cool-mood. It has been so long i didn't feel like i wanted to crush on anyone. But today, i mean since a few weeks ago.. i got a feeling-on-someone.
Well i was in lovesick actually in a whole week ago and i didn't realize it. But, today i told Fadt "I think i like him, not that i like him like i like him, I like him like i love him, i really do" And Fadt just smiled and said "I allready know". I asked her how can she knew it even me, myself didn't know about how my feeling was in all this time? She said again "I know" with a smile again.
Accepted.
Now, im sad like this = :(
I know he never ever gonna likes me. He's soo cool and his girlfie, urp ; i can say she's hot. My heart's broke. (this's weird) Urh, i can't keep my cool-ness anymore when both of them ... (hate to say it !)
Not cool.
I love being cool but sometimes i have to loose it and started being clumsy, out-of-control.
Im sick. Goodbye :|
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
What-Has-Happened !
Halloooo ;)
What? Happy? Yeah sure i am ! Heee, a kinda miracle (wth) happened today. I dont know why i couldn't stop turning back my time, thinking back about what has happened in my life in a few past hours ago :) It was such omg-how-lucky-i-am.
I fell asleep in the school-hall ; lay down on the floor, hugging Fadt's bag ;P .. Then i woke up. I tried to remember back what has happened before i fell asleep so i asked Fadt ; 'how long i've been in dreaming?' (kinda , well but not exactly like that act) She looked at her hand-watch and said '25 minutes' . Haha, i am sooooooo good in spending time.
Fadt said again 'I saw you smiling while you were asleep' . I giggled, how can i smile while i was sleeping? Nonsense. But i asked her again and again and again then i believed.
Im sure the what-has-happened allready make me lovesick. Not realy L.O.V.E sick but it was like, spreading up in my mind 'till now. I can't throw it away. I'll smile when i think back about it. I can't stop, too saying I-Dont-Know-Why-I-couldn't-Stop-Thinking-About-It.
I can't tell about the what-has-happened here cause i don't want anyone making any funny-thinking about me. Well, why? If my school-mate know about this what-has-happened, they .. entirely gonna call me a 'Stupid'.
But, i wont forget. A lil bit of Lovesick is okay :)
I fell asleep in the school-hall ; lay down on the floor, hugging Fadt's bag ;P .. Then i woke up. I tried to remember back what has happened before i fell asleep so i asked Fadt ; 'how long i've been in dreaming?' (kinda , well but not exactly like that act) She looked at her hand-watch and said '25 minutes' . Haha, i am sooooooo good in spending time.
Fadt said again 'I saw you smiling while you were asleep' . I giggled, how can i smile while i was sleeping? Nonsense. But i asked her again and again and again then i believed.
Im sure the what-has-happened allready make me lovesick. Not realy L.O.V.E sick but it was like, spreading up in my mind 'till now. I can't throw it away. I'll smile when i think back about it. I can't stop, too saying I-Dont-Know-Why-I-couldn't-Stop-Thinking-About-It.
I can't tell about the what-has-happened here cause i don't want anyone making any funny-thinking about me. Well, why? If my school-mate know about this what-has-happened, they .. entirely gonna call me a 'Stupid'.
But, i wont forget. A lil bit of Lovesick is okay :)
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Reality-Dramatic-Drama
Hello :)
Pretty tiresome day today anyway. I just got back from school and plug on my computer. bzzz, i done my showering okay ! so, i smell good, dont worry.
I never thought that a " DRAMATIC drama " could happen in my life. Haha cause for always i`ve been only watched it on TV. Not in this real life, not in my own reality -unique-gratefull life.
I know you still didn`t get my words. Im gonna tell you but please just read it as you just read. I mean, just read, cross your mouth or adhere a pin on it. Dig your heart and save it not for anyone. Dont tell your besties or your mom or even your dad, no. Haha, im kidding actually anyway. Just read and pause and read `till you stop. Keep it silent :) Thank you
This drama is about 2 girls and one boy (!) - (drama.. you know aite?~) Let me put the girls name ; (A) AND (N) and the boy let just The Boy.
This A and the boy, well they're `a couple. *Not-Really-Lovely-Cople(Really!), then this N girl .. she's just really actually entirely big okay as cool as an ice. She doesn't really care about what relationship they have but what buzzing her mind is only about this boy who my friend likely to called him with a name of `un-sexy-pot-bellied` * i think it`s cool haha.
The real thing is, this boy ; he (in my view) like, likes this N girl, thou can see the way he looks and smiles (omg) to N :) Superduper cute but still he is an `un-sexy-pot-bellied` haha. Nevermind.
So i guess the A girl was kinda noticing about eye-game-playing between N and this boy. SO(!), she(A) today was like trying to test N jelousy. With-no-suprise, N didn't feel really jealous but maybe just a little bit haa. The girl A done so many un-suspected things haha (not really un-suspected anyway to me) and SHOWED OFF.
Well, as i said earlier, this is a drama so each drama, i think you know ; that we have to wait for a very long time for its ending. I'll give it to you later or i will not. Cause this is real life story so, just so you know. Sometimes, it ends good, sometimes it can be bad. Just understand, this drama is still on its line. Still hot like it is on a burning firewood. Im not lying :) Haha.
Bye bye !
Pretty tiresome day today anyway. I just got back from school and plug on my computer. bzzz, i done my showering okay ! so, i smell good, dont worry.
I never thought that a " DRAMATIC drama " could happen in my life. Haha cause for always i`ve been only watched it on TV. Not in this real life, not in my own reality -unique-gratefull life.
I know you still didn`t get my words. Im gonna tell you but please just read it as you just read. I mean, just read, cross your mouth or adhere a pin on it. Dig your heart and save it not for anyone. Dont tell your besties or your mom or even your dad, no. Haha, im kidding actually anyway. Just read and pause and read `till you stop. Keep it silent :) Thank you
This drama is about 2 girls and one boy (!) - (drama.. you know aite?~) Let me put the girls name ; (A) AND (N) and the boy let just The Boy.
This A and the boy, well they're `a couple. *Not-Really-Lovely-Cople(Really!), then this N girl .. she's just really actually entirely big okay as cool as an ice. She doesn't really care about what relationship they have but what buzzing her mind is only about this boy who my friend likely to called him with a name of `un-sexy-pot-bellied` * i think it`s cool haha.
The real thing is, this boy ; he (in my view) like, likes this N girl, thou can see the way he looks and smiles (omg) to N :) Superduper cute but still he is an `un-sexy-pot-bellied` haha. Nevermind.
So i guess the A girl was kinda noticing about eye-game-playing between N and this boy. SO(!), she(A) today was like trying to test N jelousy. With-no-suprise, N didn't feel really jealous but maybe just a little bit haa. The girl A done so many un-suspected things haha (not really un-suspected anyway to me) and SHOWED OFF.
Well, as i said earlier, this is a drama so each drama, i think you know ; that we have to wait for a very long time for its ending. I'll give it to you later or i will not. Cause this is real life story so, just so you know. Sometimes, it ends good, sometimes it can be bad. Just understand, this drama is still on its line. Still hot like it is on a burning firewood. Im not lying :) Haha.
Bye bye !
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
Happy Sunday Night !
Just wanna say, Goodnight and Goodbye ! Hee, im not really happy but i'll be happy for you(!) readers ! Wish someone could understand my problem ! arh, trash ! Bye bye!
Your Writer ; HayatiHusni
